
listen:
Only when our light is dying
there, in the fade, we’ll know at last
how bright our colours truly were
just how much we have lost.
Writing about the creative life and the stories all around us

listen:
Only when our light is dying
there, in the fade, we’ll know at last
how bright our colours truly were
just how much we have lost.

I have forgotten what to keep
abandoned things meant for the journey
held close what should be lost
cherished dead weight
So much chaff to balance
a single grain of wheat

Immigrant beauty
regards her spangled empire.
First, yet last to smile.
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(first published 21.5.18 in Poets Unlimited on Medium)

it’s a nice day for
white weddings and black faces
for once, not the help

kiss me at sunset
light up my secret places
with blazing passion

listen here:
The old storm has abated and the next, not yet arrived.
Did I throw out my oars in despair, or were they ripped from aching hands at the height of the tempest?
Adrift, bearing unknown, the lighthouse blind and dark,
clouds obscure the sun and hide the stars alike.
I drift
rudder splintered, compass shattered.
I hold my breath, not daring to inhale the leaden, empty air
no land in sight.
The waters shift below, yet no kindly current arises, lost here in the doldrums of life.
A heartbeat, then another, the only timepiece in this forgotten space
an unreliable machine, prone to error
incapable of solving the riddle, the longitude of my soul.
Aimless, unmapped blankness branded on my skin.
disconnected
drifting

listen to this poem:
See there, the sunny uplands
of what could be
see here, the barren wasteland
of what came to be
the space between, under a crying sky
is brim full of splintered dreams, of lost hopes
and bitter grains of disappointment
of what will never be

At dawn we played at love, sly smiles and heated glances, butterfly touches on my arm, a thousand possibilities.
In the morning we laid in love, wrapped in hot kisses and whispered words, a thousand silent candles our only witness as we rode the waves.
As the sun reached its zenith we declared our love, and our future lay before us with fair wind and full sail.
In the early afternoon we multiplied our love, but it scattered to the winds. The storm almost broke us.
In the later afternoon, we gathered up our love, patched and made new, then set sail again, wiser.
In the twilight we made our love a safe harbour, when our strength was almost gone.
And in the evening we prepared our love to go where we must follow, when sunset comes.
Now only I remain in lonely night.
But still our love has always been my light.
a poem

Listen to this poem:
A certain shade of vulnerability
Dark smudged beneath a weary, teary eye
Faint fingerprinted hip where passion turned angry
A shadowed brow, but not like this
The place where things slid from binary
Into uncertain gradations
When did day surrender, when did light flee?
Night now, but let your eye adapt
And catalogue dim fractions
Pupils stretched wide until all the darks are one
Swallowed ghostly whole entire by dusk
Obscuring every boundary and line
You think you’ll know when
You think you’ll see it
But the shift is imperceptible.
first published in Poets Unlimited on Medium, 10 January 2018

before this world consumes my soul, I’ll flee
beyond lost stars and forgotten galaxies
I beg you, do not search for me.