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What love isn’t

(Inspired by Valentine’s day)

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He thought he could buy the secret. But buying books is not the same as knowing.

He thought he could study the secret. But reading is not the same as doing.

He thought he could borrow the secret. But reciting poetry, even with a flourish, is not the same as feeling its truth.

(He thought he knew what love is)

He sought its pale shadow, in accumulated volumes and olden sonnets and cloying champagne truffles and twelve overpriced florist’s red without scent.

He mistook the token for the treasure itself, and it slipped unseen from his grasp.

He sated an appetite, and mistook it for deep satisfaction.

He felt a candle’s glow, and mistook it for the heat of the sun.

(He had never truly known it)

The sudden thrill running through your veins like lightning. The light of stars reflected in another’s eyes. The tears and smiles and rage and tenderness. The betrayals and reconciliations of love, its ebb and flow, its change and its constancy.

The words, the paintings, the gifts, mere echoes of reality.

Love defies attempts to capture and confine it, eludes definition, stirs us soul-deep and for time eternal.

To love is to burn.
Any poet knows.

blog, Pat Aitcheson writes, poetry

A little something is better than a big nothing

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It’s been one of those crazy, swamped, 12-hour day weeks at work. And so I have not been able to write the blog post I planned. It’s tempting to give up and say it’s too late, it doesn’t matter, I’ll leave it. But we all know that it’s very hard to revive a habit once it is abandoned, even for a short while. I learned to let go of perfection long ago, and embrace ‘good enough’. And I believe in finishing my stuff.

Here’s the thing; a small piece is better than no piece.

In this spirit, I offer you two small pieces of Twitter poetry, written in response to the #BeautifulMess prompts “in the fade” and “lost stars”. Each poem, plus the hashtags, must fit the 140 character limit.
Thanks to @_BeautifulMes_  for the inspiration.

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in the fade

when our light is dying
there, in the fade, we will know
how bright our colours truly were
how much we have lost

 

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lost stars

before this world consumes my soul, I’ll flee
beyond lost stars and forgotten galaxies;
I beg you, do not search for me.

Pat Aitcheson writes, poetry

Skin

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Skin, warm and smooth.

Tiny hairs clothe the inside of your arm, pale and velvet soft. Purple veins sit under the surface, tracing jagged patterns wrapped around your fingers. My fingertips brush yours. Trail fingers upwards to the soft curve of your shoulder, brush my lips against your collarbone and follow it, swooping down, up. Your throat pulses against my mouth as goosebumps stand to attention, your hair a waving cornfield. You tremble and I inhale softness, musk and vanilla, peach fuzz. When you speak, I do not hear. I absorb your words, transmuted in vibration. I feel sound, rest my ear against your heart to understand life, strength, constancy. I am drowning, cocooned by memory, caught by anticipation, hypnotised, ensnared by the possibility of you.

Skin, taut and strong.

Long glossy hairs clothe the hills and valleys of muscles restrained and defined. Soft, corded veins contain the heat of blood and life. Your flesh retreats beneath my hand, then rises up to meet me, first shy, then bold. I map these contours of a strange and well remembered land. Your breath holds steady; mine catches in my throat. On a journey of discovery, I travel these many roads, to find and lose myself. I search this country of you, in the light and dark, on the wide plains and ridged fields, for the particular place that smells like home.


This piece is one of three poems and two short stories that I contributed to the anthology While glancing out of a window, now available on Amazon UK.

Pat Aitcheson writes, poetry

the stuff of dreams

 

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image: GLady via pixabay

 

From my table, I watch them. She is bright
Floating in turquoise silks
He follows in his suit of drab.
A bottle of red sits heavy between them.
She orders another flute of champagne
Borrowing its sparkle and fizz.
He drinks Châteauneuf du Pape
I hope they have a taxi later.

The waiter takes the order
She takes his gaze and smiles.
Then, glancing at her companion
Takes another sip
Her eyes demurely lowered.
Not red, no. Too obvious and so
Elegant French manicures stroke and tease
Linger on the stem of her glass.

A green salad, to start.
Poached fish, steamed mangetout
While he chews rolls and butter
Then attacks steak, perfectly seared
Still bleeding inside.
A stoker feeding the boiler, he steams through his fuel.

Meantime she watches, raises her glass
Swallows almost nothing
She seems to run on pure energy.
Her third finger glitters, and how is it
That black carbon, heavy coal, brilliant diamond
Are made of the same stuff?

Trusty carthorse, flighty racehorse
Cannot be yoked together.
From my silent table, I watch them try
An unlikely alchemy.
One of these does not belong.

Pat Aitcheson writes, poetry

Slipped my moorings

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Water whispers, wild and wet

Surrounds securely, stifling

Light, leaching away laughter

Bearing down brittle bones.

Waving, wavering

Tears for trying, taste

Of salt, softly screaming.

 

Deep down, despair

Easing each exhale.

Gasp grab grasping

Futile fingers fumble

Slippery skin shivers

Leaden legs leach

Marrow into murmuring mists.

 

Insistent inky idyll

Silence speaks no safety.

Blinded, bound, bereft

I sink, surrendered.

 

Each bubble bears my breath.

poetry

Kiss me

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Kiss me with your eyes. Bite your lip,

Close your eyes and kiss me

Softly, gently, sweetly, with a smile.

There’s nowhere I’d rather be.

Now, pull me close. I feel your heartbeat.

Trace lips down my neck, murmur soft against my skin

Breath hot on my collarbone, hands warm on my waist

Where are we? It doesn’t matter. We are here and now.

Pressed against the wall, bathed in light, shrouded by dark

Kiss my body with yours,

Surround me.

Hips dance slow with feeling

Tongues tease back and forth

Just this

Trembling, heating, melting and

Blooming at your touch. Let me stroke you,

Nip your skin, hear you sigh

Let us sway and flow together. We know where we’re going

But enjoy the journey, your scent, your skin, goosebumps

I will map you with my hands.

Your kiss is everything.

Show me your promise of love, and then

Kiss me again